Loneliness

Can't survive loneliness...
Do party-goers feel lonely too?

Should I live with Helen? But her apt can become a Buddhist temple. It's so quiet that it feels a bit empty and depressing. But if I live with new aptmates, would I get along with them? Jessy seems a bit messy. How do I want to spend my last year of college life? (sigh....) I know I can get along with Helen, but...I don't feel like I belong there. Everyone seems to stick with the people they lived with this year. Maybe I'm just weird...

Tomorrow is Mother's Day.

I want to make a documentary about the unhealthy fad diet trend in Hong Kong and maybe in Japan as well. Interview hk artists and those diet companies that are brainwashing the girls with media propaganda. Hidden cameras?

I want to make music. Can I live on music and film?? It sounds like a lavish life in the sense that it would really be doing something I like without any concerns as to my responsibility for my family.